RESOLVE THIS

I will, I won't, I swear, I'll try.....Talk, talk, talk, doesn't anybody...erm...do anymore?

I'm talking about New Year's resolutions. It's January 12th. Do you know where your resolutions are? Are they down the crapper? Come on, you can admit it. Still eating? Smoking? Lounging? Working too hard? Not working enough?

Probably.

Rather than fall off various wagons and miss crucial deadlines, I didn't even bother making resolutions. It's not that I think I'm perfect. Far from it. I'm just as much a fixer-upper as the next gal, if not more so. Always in need of a fine tuning here, a slight shaping there, a little motivation...

Motivation!! Maybe THAT's the problem. I'm so unmotivated (insert: "how unmotivated are you?"). Well, I'm so unmotivated that I can't even make a bloody New Year's resolution.

But with all the studies showing how fruitless they are, really, who can be bothered?

VIVA LA REVOLUCIONE!

Yep, I'm rebelling against resolutions. For me, this New Year's backlash isn't about staying home on New Year's Eve. Au contraire!!! But Jan 1st? Could there be a worse time to start making empty promises? I mean , puh-lease people - it's a national holiday! We're all still on vacation!

The good intentions of Christmas - I mean - The Holiday Season - are sweet. Nice. Charming. But come January? Buh-bye. I almost want to start smoking - almost. Except I need to be supportive to those who resolved not to. Eat less? I resolve to do that every week. But in January? Sheesh...I'm a Weight Watcher's Lifer and haven't been since the '007 began. Working too much? A non-issue for me. Starting work? Erm...It's January. Isn't showbiz dead in January? Isn't it?! All the best movies came out in Dec and the best TV is on hiatus 'til, well, Sunday. And people are just starting to get their work-groove back. Right?

That's what I tell myself.

And then there's the working out issue. Talk about been there, done that... I used to be a daily do'er. Complete with trainer. Mr. Mexico, no less. That's right, the real Mr. Mexico. While Miss America was saving the world or getting wasted, Mr Mexico was training me. Until I fell for someone else - Bikram. Cuz folks, let me tell you - nothing beats a Bikram body. Nothing. Except you can't do hot yoga pregnant. So that was replaced by walks. Power walks. Then strolls. Then stepping into the car. And now? The closest I come to a workout is lifting my fork to my mouth.

But not for long. Because I joined a gym. I joined a new, hot, fancy shmancy gym. I figured the price alone will drive me onto that treadmill. Except for one thing. My gym isn't open yet.

That's right, I'm so loathe to make a new year's - or anytime - resolution that I pre-joined a gym. Back in Sept. I figured I'd give myself a couple months to procrastinate and then, when it opened, I'd go. Is it a coincidence that it looks like it'll be opening in January? Perhaps. But because I joined a while back, and didn't make any announcements, it wouldn't be a real New Year's resolution. And thus I wouldn't be breaking it.

Here's the thing - while it's still not open officially, it's getting close. Every week I get emails informing me of the club's progress. The lobby's done. The equipment's in place. The classes are up and running. Unlike me. All that's left are the showers. And any minute now those changerooms will be rarin' to go - but will I? What excuses will I have left? By the time it opens it won't be about breaking New Year's Resolutions. It'll be about breaking in my shoes and breaking out of my lounging habit. The other day they even left me a message about setting up a fitness consultation. Is it too late to resolve not to waste time talking on the phone? Would that count?

Tick tock....January's flying by....If the resolutions are out the window, does that mean we have to keep the secret promises we made to ourselves...in September? I'm changing my mind. I am going to make resolutions. And stick to them too. If Jan 1st is the day, so be it. January 1st, 2008. Shame I missed the boat this year, then....A real, lovely, lazy shame....